ripaholeintheceiling

I throw on an old t-shirt And your favorite pair of shorts I bought Down on Virtue Avenue. And I take a good, long look around At everything that I've become Without you. But I'm not broken And I'm still flyin' And I just want you to know That I'm doing just fine here on my own. I'm running out the front door And racing to my beat up car So I can drive fast and feel the wind. I still smile when I think of us But I don't even feel the need Without you. And I'm not broken And I'll keep flyin' Because I just wanted you to know That I'm doing fine here on my own. My apartment is cold when I come home And sometimes I slip a

It was a beautiful night, The night we lost at any cost. Spoken in fleshy dreams And fake movie scenes. I held on tight hoping I was home, That I had found my place On this broken road. I promised to never let him go If he never let go of me. He pulled me close And his lips pressed my forehead, And he let me go.

How do I forgive you, When you've done it a million times? I've forgiven you once already, And I'm running low on trust. You throw it in my face every day That you all think you're better. The quiet ones will always get you, And I'll show you I'm smarter. It's hard to forgive, Even harder to forget. You claim you're there and back, But I haven't been there yet. Forgiving makes things worse, Lying without honor. If I stay here right now, One day I'll go farther. We had this talk only a few days ago, And you told me you'd never lie. But hearing talk through our old friends, You lied to my face again. I still wonder how you

When it's all that I've become And even you know it's true I don't care about anything anymore Except, of course, for you Because you always stand There next to me, Even when my days look grim. And you'll never leave my side, I know Even when our chances look slim. I push you farther away from me But you always stay right there I jump around to get your attention And you don't smile while you stare Sometimes you come to me in the night I crave your touch in the dark You fill me with love I fear I can't give And when you're gone, everything seems so stark